吃饱了，被妈妈催回家了，所以就没得继续下一摊
回到家后，还不想睡，觉得一天下来有点难过，就简讯了他
“Hubby,我很不舍得你，不想你离开我，很想很想你….虽然你今天一整天都在我身边，可是感觉很遥远，很多人，想和你亲密一点也不行 ”
说着说着眼泪也很不听话地奔了出来
“我也很想你啊，可是我们又有什么办法？过几天我就要离开了，而今天的约会，我也只能牵着你的手”
我想，在另一边的他，也应该是很难过，也开始落泪了吧
“I will nvr think of holding other gals, kissing other gals, hug or tough other gals... N I will report if got gal get close with me ( dun think will have also, cz I so guai =P).. Cz we are meant to be together... Our lips, our hands, our hugs,US... I oni wan to be owned by u and will oni be owned by u”
“Baby I so miss you now… So hope I can stay v u… Every moment I’m thinking of you …. Nvr felt so miss u before, even when u was in NS… so wish I can hug you now, can hold ur hand forever, can kiss u whenever I wan… Baby I wan u forever… Love you so so so much…. I’m sorry that I’ve hurt you so many times… And I love you.. Miss you so badly”
“离开这里，其实我最想的，最担心的，最不舍得的都是你，比我家人还想，还担心，还不舍得…不在这里，我会很挂念你，很担心你….不时那么依赖我的你，突然身边没有我，一定很不习惯….保安，司机，外卖仔，我不能再当…不能再为你做这么多事情，我真的很难过，很难过….我想坚强地离开，可是这次我不能，和你分开，比割伤了更疼，更疼….”
那封简讯，我看了一遍又一遍，也哭了一遍又一遍
或许我们都不够坚强，做好要面对远距离的心理准备
即使克服了，现在要我再选一次，我也不要远距离了，那个感觉，很恐怖，很无助
因为依赖，所以不够独立， 很多时候，都是一个人静静落泪
看见街上一对对甜蜜的情侣，更是很羡慕，为什么他们能，而我却不能？
常常很想他在身边，知道他也很想，可是身不由己，自己却很任性地一再demand,很不懂事啦
Hey there stranger, how you been
Feels like I'm standing on the outside looking in
At the mess we left behind
And it's a long way to fall
I gave you everything I had
I gave it all
And then my heart was on the line
I can't hate you
Any longer
I know I'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let it go.
Say hello to goodbye, cause it's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.
Say hello to goodbye
Say hello...
And this is how it has to be
Cause it's a deadly combination, you and me
You know it's undeniable
Even though we tried it all
We brought the worst out in each other
I recall
We can't act it anymore
What doesn't kill you
It makes you stronger
And though I'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let you go
Say hello to good-bye
It's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.
Say hello to goodbye
Say hello...
And even though the tears will dry
I can't completely disconnect
Couldn't make the compromise
Didn't have a safety net
Say hello to goodbye
Heeey ya ya
Say hello, goodbye
Say hello to good-bye
It's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.
Say hello, to goodbye
Say hello, to goodbye
Say hello, hello
To goodbye.
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